This is your favorite day- Halloween plus our Wedding Anniversary. I can't believe that I have been celebrating it alone for 8 years now. Everything about me has changed so much that I don't think you would even recognize the person I am now. I am so much stronger and wiser. I'm even happy and content now. It took a lot for me to get here to where I can celebrate this day with sadness but not overwhelming grief. I miss you everyday, but I'm also going on and living my life everyday. No matter what it entails each day. It has not been easy and still isn't. You left things a mess but I got though it all. I can't say that I forgive you totally I had thought I had but I don't think I ever will. Nor do I understand why you did it even though I have an idea of why. I do hope you are in peace now, but sometimes I wonder if it was truly what you wanted. But anyways, today I will cook a special dinner
and watch one of our favorite movies
. Get pictures of all our beautiful grandchildren in their Halloween 
costumes. You would be so proud of all of them and our Kids, they are wonderful parents. RIP my Love 
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